Waiting

I am waiting for this

stomach ache to go away

I am waiting for this

heat to die away

it’s not mine to throw away

 

I feel in a rush

to get over this

to get away

would be better

to start new

but even then

i don’t believe

anything would change

I have lost my hope again

I am hopeless

I feel lost

and I’ve always

felt this way

I just learned

the name for it.

 

When will my day be?

When it comes will I be ready?

Will I be the one to do it?

Will I be in the driver seat?

Will it be a gloomy day? like everyday

Will I have learned anything new?

Am I ready to die?

if people knew my thoughts

would they be worried?

If i knew what my thoughts meant,

would i be worried?

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One thought on “Waiting

  1. If you decide to beat depression and win back your life, this is what I can say.

    When will my day be?
    The day you feel grateful no matter what happens.
    When it comes will I be ready?
    You’ll know.
    Will I be the one to do it?
    Must be you the one to do it.
    Will I be in the driver seat?
    God must be in the driver seat.
    Will it be a gloomy day?
    The Sun will shine brighter that day
    Will I have learned anything new?
    For sure!
    Am I ready to die?
    Only God knows and makes the decision
    If people knew my thoughts would they be worried?
    The people that matter would be.
    If I knew what my thoughts meant, would I be worried?
    Your thoughts aren’t the lies of depression.

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