I am waiting for this
stomach ache to go away
I am waiting for this
heat to die away
it’s not mine to throw away
I feel in a rush
to get over this
to get away
would be better
to start new
but even then
i don’t believe
anything would change
I have lost my hope again
I am hopeless
I feel lost
and I’ve always
felt this way
I just learned
the name for it.
When will my day be?
When it comes will I be ready?
Will I be the one to do it?
Will I be in the driver seat?
Will it be a gloomy day? like everyday
Will I have learned anything new?
Am I ready to die?
if people knew my thoughts
would they be worried?
If i knew what my thoughts meant,
would i be worried?
The Weight of Time 
If you decide to beat depression and win back your life, this is what I can say.
When will my day be?
The day you feel grateful no matter what happens.
When it comes will I be ready?
You’ll know.
Will I be the one to do it?
Must be you the one to do it.
Will I be in the driver seat?
God must be in the driver seat.
Will it be a gloomy day?
The Sun will shine brighter that day
Will I have learned anything new?
For sure!
Am I ready to die?
Only God knows and makes the decision
If people knew my thoughts would they be worried?
The people that matter would be.
If I knew what my thoughts meant, would I be worried?
Your thoughts aren’t the lies of depression.
LikeLike